Satire, Survival, and Joy: Benedict Nguyen on Art, Attention, and Trans Futures
“Find fun in the fight.”
– Benedict Nguyen
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In this episode of Living Queer, Benedict Nguyen reflects on life as a self-described “#freelanceflailing” artist, navigating the precarity of creative work while reclaiming it as possibility. As a dancer, writer, and producer, she shares what it means to build a life in the arts without waiting for institutional permission.
At the center of our conversation is her satirical novel, Hot Girls with Balls, about two Asian American trans women who pursue professional volleyball in the men’s league. What begins as an outrageous premise becomes a sharp commentary on capitalism, celebrity, social media culture, and the lived realities of trans women of color.
We also talk about the current political climate --- the exhaustion, the safety planning, the pull toward anticipatory self-censorship — and why, even now, Benedict chooses connection, creativity, and active hope over retreat.
TL;DR
Reclaiming “freelance flailing” as both precarity and power
Satire as a tool to defang online hate
Social media, celebrity, and the economics of attention
Creative labor and skepticism toward AI
Navigating backlash against trans life
Building intergenerational connection
Hope as practice — and finding joy in resistance